On Religion and Freedom of Expression Saturday, Aug 23 2008 

As I am sure many of you have noticed, several posters have recently been put up by a Christian group in our school. Most of my friends, even those whom I would regard as significantly less atheistic than me, expressed disdain for those posters. While I had a good laugh about those posters with my friends, those posters did inspire some thought in me.

But just in case you have no idea what I am talking about, here’s a brief head’s up. Basically, there were two kinds of pictures: one featuring a group of girls (Megan Chang, Jeanne Yeo, Melodie Tan, Joanne Gay and Audrey Han) and one featuring a group of guys (oops, no idea who, haha). In both cases, the group would strike a pose, whip up a large smile, and the caption read, “We are very happy. Ask us why.” An email was left, weareveryhappy@gmail.com.

This was the same group who had given out hand written cards carrying biblical verses and other words of encouragement to almost every person in the cohort.

Honestly, I felt fairly touched when I received one of those cards. Nicely hand written, the group had obviously put in much effort. Hence, even though several friends expressed concern at such blatant evangelizing, the difficult issues underlying such a practice escaped my mind at the time.

However, when I saw these posters, I realized that there are indeed contentious questions here.

Firstly, to what extent should freedom of expression be allowed in public spaces like schools?

My personal opinion would simply be: as much as possible. I am perfectly fine with most forms of expressions in school. One of the things I am proudest of VJC is the large amount of autonomy students have in putting up posters on their own initiative, allowing for the expression of several clever and creative marketing ideas. At a very basic level, I also tend to feel okay with religious expressions in school.

However, if religious expressions are allowed, then us agnostics and atheists should have a right to express our beliefs as well. There is no reason why religious beliefs should be privileged over any other beliefs: they should be criticized if they are irrational; they should be criticized if they are harmful. An example of the former would be Creationism and Intelligent Design; an example of the latter would be promoting Homophobia.

Therefore, I believe that religious expressions should be allowed if and only if all forms of religious and anti-religious expressions can be allowed. The school should be neutral, as should all student leadership bodies (SC announcements must not end with “God Bless”), but individuals have the right to associate, form groups, and express their opinions.

However, it is clear that such open and free expression would make many people uncomfortable, not least the government itself. Indeed, a free for all combat between all possible religious factions in public spaces could potentially undermine the fabric of our society.

Hence, I was left in a dilemma. On one hand, I believe that religion is in many areas a negative influence upon society and should be robustly criticized by private individuals (not, I stress, governments). On the other, I am inclined towards hoping for maximum freedom of expression possible.

I was thus left with three options when I saw those posters:

a) Come up with an alternative poster, possibly one featuring our beloved Flying Spaghetti Monster

b) Report to the school on the inappropriateness of religious evangelizing in a public space

c) Do nothing

Well, I chose option c), though I heard that someone brought the issue up with the Students’ Council.

I chose to do nothing, because I finally decided that the posters were not overt religious messages. Rather, they were merely inviting people to email them. Our knowledge that they were religious came from our own background knowledge. If there had been any explicit Christian references, be it a biblical verse or even a cross, I would have chosen option b).

Why not option a), one might ask, since I profess a love for the freedom of expression. The reason is simply that choosing option a) would probably have blown this way out of proportion, and alienated people from non-religiosity.

Seeing the people in this Christian group does make me worry, though, about whether Singaporean elites are becoming increasingly religious. In a country like Singapore, this is especially important. We are a country highly dependent on our leaders being enlightened, knowing where to draw the line between religion and state. Hence, I was extremely glad when, during the Grassroots and Governance dialogue, Senior Minister of State Lim Hwee Hua answered Camille’s question on moral issues in parliament by first stating, “We are a secular state.”

I think this has to be emphasized to the religious all over our country: We are a secular state. The imposition of the values of one religion on the rest of us is tantamount to tyranny. Whether one thinks that homosexuality is wrong is a separate issue altogether from whether or not homosexuality should be banned. The first is a personal opinion, and one has the right to tell their friends and family not to be homosexual. The second is a question of whether the state should ignore the rights of an entire people, criminalizing what is essentially a private decision between two consenting adults.

I strongly believe in the need to speak out against the rising tide of Christian evangelism in Singapore, but I hesitate in lobbying the authorities, choosing to spread the rational word within my private social circle instead. Unfortunately, freedom of expression may not work both ways as the school might censor atheistic opinions while allowing religious ones to propagate.

Thus, should religious expression become more explict and prevalent in schools, an essentially public domain, I truly would become more worried. Perhaps if that were to happen, taking the issue up to the higher ups may be necessary. Though I shudder at the prospect of increased authoritarianism in what I feel is an area where we can afford to relax a little bit, it may just be that Christian evangelists have proven me wrong.

Practicing What We Preach Saturday, Aug 23 2008 

As I have mentioned, Cafe Hayek is an excellent blog with many short insightful posts. Here’s one that I just came across:

Derrick Jackson wants government to reduce income differences among Americans (“Politely declining to touch the income gap,” August 19).  Forget that even poor Americans today generally have greater access to goods and services than did middle-income Americans of a generation ago.  Instead ask: what kind of philosophy demands that government adopt and act on values that all decent parents teach their children to reject?

Who among us sends our children to school or to the playground with admonitions to begrudge classmates or playmates possessing nicer clothing or fancier toys?  Who among us counsels our youngsters to form schoolyard coalitions for forcibly confiscating expensive sneakers and video games from ‘rich’ kids for “redistribution” to poorer kids?  Who among us would not scold our children for such envy, and punish them severely if they participated in such thievery?

Children should avoid envy and learn to thrive by producing rather than by taking.  The same is true for adults.

Sincerely,
Donald J. Boudreaux

I think it’s food for thought: many of us do entertain the happy notion of a Robin Hood type character coming in to steal from the rich and give to the poor. Today, many would make the claim that the rich are undeserving of their wealth; that they were born with a silver spoon in their mouths. Yet it is important to remember that a free market system is one that best ensures that most wealth is gained through producing something of worth to the community. In a communist system, most wealth is gained through connections to the higher ups of government.

Remembering Tuesday, Aug 19 2008 

Well, I rushed home to finish doing my IS, but now that I’m staring at all my material, trying to piece things together, thinking about how to be coherent, all I can think of is some other irrelevant things.

My biggest problem right now is school. I can’t believe it, but I really feel like I’m struggling with academic stuff. That really, is the subject of my previous post and I am still going through that.

I mean, I am really grateful to those who read my post and offered me some kind of encouragement. Really, it does help a little to think that at least there are those who still believe in my abilities, even though I do not, very much.

But it does make me realize that the reason why these people can make me happy is because I didn’t really expect it. I am glad, as I have been actively trying to minimize expectations I have of others.

You know, doing the psychometric test, I was asked things like whether I open up to people easily.

At the time, I thought, yeah, I do. Honestly, I do not have secrets in the sense of the word. I am okay with people knowing things about me, as shown by me typing such stuff on my blog.

But I think what really happens for me is that I do not want to be the one telling other people. I’m okay with blogging it, but not okay with having a conversation about it with other people.

History is my guide.

I hate it when I recognize a tumor and am unable to excise it.

Just a few words, and I stupidly feel glad.

At least I know that I mean it when I say that I will never let such things happen so easily again.

It’s terribly dangerous, not to say the least, for anyone to have such a powerful control over one’s emotions.

Remember history, I say. Remember the strong words that made sense before the emotions set in.

Remember.

Because if you don’t look out for yourself, nobody would.

And never delude yourself about your worth to others. You’ve done that one too many times, dear.

Stupid and Hopeless Wednesday, Aug 6 2008 

I can’t really remember a time when I felt this stupid and hopeless.

I mean, feeling stupid, sure. Numerous times. Feeling hopeless, again, plenty.

But to feel both at the same time really sucks.

It’s been such a long time since I’ve blogged and it really pisses me off that I’m just gonna rant but, guess what, I am going to.

Really, I’d rather feel stressed. I’d rather feel stretched, tired, exhausted, aching from writing.

Instead, I’m feeling fucking stupid and hopeless.

It’s like I don’t know what to do, where to start, how to proceed. There’s so much to do that I just don’t know how to do them.

And I really hate myself for that.

I mean, everyone else is making headway except me.

I really don’t know what to do.

They’re going to shut down VIP’s LA programme. Which makes me really sad, because to me LA is the subject that makes VIP VIP.

However, a small part of me wishes that I never learned that stuff. Because LA made me think that I was good at humanities, which I do not feel I am anymore.

I mean, look at my fucking grades. Seriously. And I look at my classmates and I feel like I’m not an Arts student like they are.

What ever made me think that I was good at writing? What ever made me think that I could drum up 4 essays in 3 hours?

I look at all these sample essays and I don’t see what I can do. I really don’t know.

My problem seems to range from attention deficit disorders, to stupidity, to hand not moving fast enough, brain not thinking fast enough, not absorbing, not memorizing content, not knowing how to chunk things in that the exam requires.

Argh.

And my IS research oscillates between making me feel hopeful and making me feel hopeless.

I cannot see how I am going to come out on top of this.

And it feels terribly lonely when everyone else looks like they’re going to.

And I don’t want to fucking waste anyone’s time by asking them for help.

Or maybe I should?

I really have no idea.

I just feel very stupid.

And very hopeless.

And I don’t think I’ve ever felt this way towards academics before. I mean, I’ve felt like a loser in pretty much every other aspect of my life. (OMG, I just realized that that is really really true) Now, I’m just going to be a total loser.

Argh.

I should get a therapist eh? Someone who can out-rationalise me and get me to be deluded and optimistic for a while to get me through this.

Ah, I have no idea. And that’s really my biggest problem: I just don’t know what to do.